One Heavy Heart!

My heart is heavy and filled with pain,
its no wonder I'm sick, I'm standing in the rain.
I'm all alone and I just want to go home.
But i can't move
I'm stuck.
I hear you say you love me but
I don't give a flying fuck!
You ruined me with your games and ever since then,
I haven't been the same.
It tears me apart just hearing your name.
You broke my heart and I'll never understand why,
It hurt so bad that all I could do was cry.
Just when I think I'm over you,
And I'm coming back to life,
You pop back up causing me suffering and strife.
I've suffered for too long,
And I strive to do my best,
But the day you left my heart was put to the test.

I feel like my world is crumbling
beneath my feet,
And there is no net to break my fall.
It takes a beautiful soul to survive,
And I just don't know if I am cut out for it.
I'm suffering.
I just don't know what to do
I'm falling apart.
I feel like a shattered dream,
that's never showed its face to another being.
I'm standing still, but I can barely breathe.
My heart is pounding...
I cant see my face...
I am just a blur.
I cant even think about love, it makes my head stir.
It shakes me up, leaving me dizzy and confused.
god damn you I hate being used!
You stole my heart, and crushed it in front of me,
Like I never mattered.
Leaving me in pieces torn and tattered.
I used to know about a thing called love.

But now I am just a torn soul, my body aches as my heart breaks.
I need to put myself back together, but I'm out of body glue.
I am cold inside, all because of you!
I'm like a bunch of ice cubes, piled not so neatly in a broken glass.
The way you loved and left me, showed that you never cared.
YOU BROKE ME!!!!!
So now when I think of love I get scared.
Scared that if I let myself fall in love,
It will happen again....
If it does that would be my end!
It would crush me to the core,
Causing my heart to shatter for sure!