choking on love!

My heart is beating overtime,
can't seem to get you off my mind.
I've been thinking about you all day long,
in my heart I know that something is wrong.

I wish I didn't feel this way,
for I am cold,
Untouchable and unkind.
You made me this way,
and expected me to be fine.
I wasn't...
I lost all hope.
Almost dying I started to choke.